tara.

 new laptop? super sweet.

 I am in a rut.
Acceptance is the first step, right?
Now I just have to get out of it!

(finishing the rest of the episodes of Clone High is clearly the place to start, right?)

i made a morrissey christmas icon. god bless us, every one.

I love my friends
I love missing curfew and not getting in trouble
I love summer
and chances are
I probably love you.

I want to be scared more often!!!!!

Why am I such a big jerk?
I'm sorry everyone.
I don't mean to be.

Want to know what's funny?
I just re-read every entry I've ever posted in here in the past two years (which was about five, let me tell you) and I still agree with every single post I made but one.

I am one awesome kid.

I am going to make all those entries private probably, and maybe start using this thing more. Make it not pink and not two years ago. And maybe actually type our some thoughts in here. That sounds like a cool idea.

10 Things That Make Me Happy (in no order)

1. realizing everyone in your grade at your school honestly respects you.
2. people caring about your opinion enough to ask for it.
3. swinging on other peoples swingsets at ten at night.
4. missing people who don't/will never miss you back - and knowing the memories are going to be good enough.
5. rainbow striped galoshes.
6. writing stories about pink ponies that turn terribly depressing.
7. knowing all your teachers are slightly worried about you, but like you too much to say anything.
8. realizing you have friends who actually care.
9. screaming songs in the hallways so that everyone looks at you - and the fact that you don't care.
10.songs that give you the good kind of heartbreak - where you can feel everything they're singing and know it fits so perfectly with your mood.